A mighty change in heart... Surprise!!! Im home now!! I told everyone I was coming home in March so I could surprise mana Cannon, it was awesome! What a whirlwind of emotions... I love my mission. It's hard to say goodbye... I used to be so nervous to come home, worried that everything I've learned and experienced and gained wouldn't come with me. Worried I would fall back into old habits and old sadness. I was talking to God about it one night, begging Him not to leave me when I got home, and I remember He very clearly said, "You know Me better than that". I know God. He knows me. That is the biggest lesson my mission has taught me. I know who God is. And I know He will not leave me -- "but ye know him; for he dwelleth with you, and shall be in you. I will not leave you comfortless: I will come to you." (John 14:17,18) I have no fear. I have been changed for the better in every way because of God and from serving a mission. It was the hardest and ...